Xavier Ong

Deep in thoughts.

2011-12-29T01:35:00.000+08:00

Had a short shoot earlier this evening and caught a movie with Kim after that. Then we rushed down to vivo to try get onto the ship for the book fair but failed, we were too late.

Wanted to grab a cab but took a bus home instead. Missed my stop and decided to walk 6 stops home. That when I fell deep in thoughts and wild things gushed through my mind. It was a slow walk. A walk which changed my thinking, my mentality.

There are so many things and I decided that these thoughts deserved a blog post. So here goes.

Well it all started when I saw a guy jogging. He looked right into my face with the "I think I know you look". I turned back as he ran away and he turned back giving looking at me as he jogged away, still with that look on his face.

That's when 2 things came into my mind. Does he know me cause of Crime Watch which is like the only show that has been broadcasted so far? Or is it cause of the news paper articles? Or is it that O levels incident? Well those doesn't really matter but it's more of the word "stereo typing".

Why do public figures get better treatment, why do people always think of you as someone you WERE even when you know you've changed. Why do people take you for who you are just because they heard something about you. Why is it then when I get an ah beng role and play it well, I always end up with ah beng roles all over again.

Then I realize, that's human nature and something that will never change. Some of us walk into a restaurant and although we don't think that way but i'm sure some act that way "I am paying for food and service, don't serve me with such a grumpy face, it's spoiling my appetite." Guess what, I do go that way sometimes too but as I continued walking, I thought... Hey we all have our ups and downs, our lefts and rights, our periods (more commonly known as PMS but I guess some guys go get that too). Maybe it's just not a good day for that person after all but what do we do when we see their grumpy faces, we make noise. We tweet, we rant, we complain. Yes, COMPLAIN. Then it makes the day worse for the waiter/waitress (I'll just use waiter for now). I then thought again, after all, they're humans too and if they have twitter they probably go "fuck my life, as if the day wasn't bad enough, had to get a complain from a fucked up customer". Yes, we do pay for service but the service we pay for at the restaurant is to get paid right? Then I thought, as long as my food comes out right and all, I guess it'll be fine.

I decided to smile even under such circumstances in future and you (or me) might be able to make a difference. I've never been a waiter so i'll never know but I guess thinking on a human's point of view, we all get it some how. Smile at a grumpy face and you might be able to turn a frown upside down. Then he'll probably tweet "the day sucked but a cheerful customer totally just made it all okay".

I'm just using a waiter as an example cause it'll make more sense to have an example and I believe everyone gets served at least once in their life? Yeah but it relates to ALL humans. The construction workers, sales man, the one giving out fliers, film directors, crew, stewardess, just simply anyone. Use your smile to try change a person's day. They're not just waiters or whoever they are. They're humans too. Humans have feelings.

Then the next thought came about on my selfishness. Human's selfishness. Admit it, it's in everyone. For the trade that i'm in, some of us attend castings, some gets jobs through words of recommendations and all then we have friends that asks us for help to get into the trade. Friends that ask us for help to get jobs, projects and all. We usually go "sure, i'll see what I can do" Well, that's what I do but then at the back of my mind, yeah yeah. Well I do want to help but that would be inviting competition, why do I want competition. Well cause I just did that last night.

So my thoughts kicked in and I realized, it's probably cause of the lack in confidence. Then I thought, if i'm that good, why should I be afraid, it's just one more person on the field. If this person does better, be glad that you're the one that helped him get to where he was, some might appreciate, some might not but why do we have to always do things for something like appreciation in return? As long as it makes us feel good right? If this person gets a job and I don't, well i'm sure there's a reason. It's probably not my problem at all. Tell yourself that the problem doesn't lie with you. He got the job because he fitted the style. He is what they had in mind when they started casting. Trust me, sometimes it really ain't your problem. When the whole world thinks it's best to be tall and it's easier when you're tall in this industry, it's wrong. I didn't get a role recently and you know why? "Hi Xavier, I liked the way you played the role and all but i'm sorry because the person you'll be acting with is shorter than you and you're so tall, it will look weird". TAKE THAT. HAHA.

Well that's just part of all of my thoughts. There's a lot more but it's already too long for me to continue so yes. I hope you guys learnt a thing or two from my thoughts. I'm in no position to say anything about changing you guys but at least I know, I'm going out tomorrow with another mindset.

P/s: the person I said i'll help, i'm bringing him for casting tomorrow. If he makes it, i'll tell you who. My fans would probably end up being his fans cause I really think he's damn good looking #justsaying.

ONE PICTURE FOR YOU ALL.

while I was waiting for the film crew to arrive.

Okay, bye.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2011-12-25T03:38:00.001+08:00

So here I am blogging on early Christmas Morning (midnight, whatever). Since i'm home and bored.

Passed through from the eve to Christmas itself with Meiee in a cinema cause we're 2 emo non mainstream (quoted from her) teens/kids/adults/whatever.

We watched "We bought a Zoo" and heck that's a really great show. I loved it. Honestly did not expect it to be so great. You barely see trailers about the show and everything so when we had no choice cause that's like the only movie left (something like that) we were afraid it'll turn out shitty but it's opening itself changed everything. It's really worth watching. So inspirational and I think the film was really shot well (: I always step into a good movie and expect 4 things. 1. Laughter. 2. Tears. 3. Entertainment. 4. Inspiration. Guess what, this movie brought me all 4 so I think you guys should watch.

I'm not paid to say that by the way. This ain't a review or advertorial or whatsoever.

So anyway for the past 2 days, people were telling me they have seen the trailer for Dance Dance Dragon but they said I weren't in it but I just wanted to watch the trailer. I mean whether i'm in it or not, I want to watch! So I googled the film and I landed on xinmsn and WOW. Yeah, that was my reaction when the clip hit about 1 min and 47 secs cause I saw myself. HAHA enjoy.

That's all! Wishing all of you, a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS <3

My dream funeral.

2011-12-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hello. You must be thinking, gosh this guy must be nuts to be thinking about his funeral at 17 years old but come on, we all know that death is a part and parcel of life and everyone has to die some day. Right?

We never know when we're going to die but we all really have to one day. Though I'll cry really awfully if anyone I love dies. Especially my mother. She's like the queen of my life and without her, there wouldn't be me. If it's not her guiding me throughout and never giving up on me, i'll never be here right now. I probably died ages ago. Don't you agree?

So here's my dream funeral. I'll talk about my dream wedding next time, in case I die before getting married. OMG that sucks.

So here it is, I wish that when I die, they can book down a club for 3 days (or more) and hold parties through the day. I'm a very religious person so I would like to have monks chanting for me too. So that I can live well in the other world. Then during intervals, I wish club songs would blast and hopefully by then I already have my album released so we can play the songs I sing at my funeral.

I hope everyone can wear my T-shirts. The We <3 HUM tees of the official fan tees (go buy now if you haven't! Instructions below!)

Like seriously, how cool would it be to have a themed funeral right.

Then we move on to the flowers. I love roses (or rather cause it's a much more common flower). No exotic flowers please and you see, I love orange and blue so there, how nice it is to have blue & orange roses at the funeral man!

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NICE RIGHT! I'm excited. No i'm not going to say I can't wait to die cause that would just be plain stupid and dumb. HAHA.

So yes, then don't serve peanuts and all please. Serve like smoked salmon open top sandwich and all and then instead of playing mahjong (can also) it'll be a good idea to play poker. Like POKER! Then I want a glam glam air conditioned coffin right slap in the middle of the dance floor or on a podium. Geez. How cool isn't it.

Okay that's all for now. HAHA

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Alright!

BYE (:

1 or 2

2011-12-11T22:30:00.001+08:00

So I just had rather casual talk with someone but I felt that this talk is something worth talking about. Gosh what am I talking about. Well this is going to be rather wordy but here goes.

We all live in this era where everyone has haters. I have, a lot in fact. Probably cause of what I did back then. First part of these haters are those that are not so forgiving and the other part are those who are jealous of my current standing due to how I started out. Saying things like I'm taking the easy path to fame but despite what they say and what they think, they do not know exactly what i've been through and I don't intend to touch on that so we shall not bother.

There are many things that I say that may make people like me and others hate. A good example is something like this: "This is who I am, take me as I am or you're free to leave since I don't exactly need you anyway and I don't see a reason of getting affected by what people say. I live my own life and as long as i'm happy with it and feel that there's not much damage i'm causing, it's fine." In other words, as long as I can go pass my own conscience, I don't see anything wrong.

There are ways people can see it.

1: Wow, his I like his character, he's so inspiring. It's true, why do we need to care about what people say?

2. Damn this guy is so arrogant, obviously he doesn't care what people say, all he sees it's himself.

What i'm trying to say is just that, there's always the positive and negative but as humans we tend to look a lot more on the negative but i'm just trying to show that, we don't necessarily have to always look at things negatively, it's really tiring. Even if only ONE person says point 1 but TEN people says point 2 I mean, at least there's ONE person there for you.

Just like the government. They charge everything. Prices rise and all. One person may say, well I think it's fine, cause it helps the economy grow but TEN others will say they're sucking blood and what's not but is that stopping them from increasing prices? NO.

We should stop looking at the negative. Like when people praise you.

1. Awh, so sweet. I've done a good job, shall give myself a pat on my back.

2. Damn, this guy is trying to bootlick me.

Or when people criticize you.

1. Screw you dude, look at yourself first.

2. Hmm, I see, guess I really have to change.

YOU SEE? There's always 2 sides which we can look at but sometimes, try not to think so much about people's criticism. As much as i'm contradicting my point of looking at the positive, usually those who criticize you are either jealous or there's something wrong with them. I mean, get a life....

I just feel that people should live life the way they want to as long as it's not overboard. It's my life, it's up to me how I want to play it. If I listen to what everyone has to say and change for everyone I'll be really busy and it wouldn't be called my life anymore. It would be called everyone's life.

You guys know what I mean ey? Just wanted to touch on this. I actually had a lot more to add but I don't want you guys to fall asleep on my page.

I didn't come this far for no reason. Just because you didn't see what it took me to get here, doesn't mean nothing happened in between. -by me. LOL.

Goodbye with this picture.

xoxo.

Update please

2011-12-11T18:22:00.001+08:00

What's up people. It's been some time since I last updated here man but since I've got the time like for now before I get back to filming again next week. I should be awesome and update. Been taking up episodic roles (well, better than being an extra). Plus it's episodic mains so I've got extras too.

So i've been asked why I want to do this and all but all I can say is that I really really enjoy what i'm doing. It's tiring, yes it is but it's fun and especially when you see the end product at the end of the day where the piece all the scenes together. Ahh <3

So you guys know, the behind the scenes photos can all be found under the gallery tab. So just scroll through it if you're interested. Usually i'll upload more on facebook though. So you can like go like me on facebook. HAHA http://facebook.com/humsyourlife.

I mean basically with my twitter and facebook page (unless your don't follow me and you didn't like my page) you should know what's happening in my life and hence it makes blogging quite redundant, no? I kind of say everything I feel on twitter.

I never believed in hiding how I feel. If I like you, i'll tell you. If I dislike you, you'll know somehow. I'll actually show it on my face. Well that's me. Take me for who I am or I basically don't need you in my life anyway. Well that's for the haters. I love whoever loves me <3 (bet that made you go awh). HAHAH shit what am I talking about. BLEAH.

So anyway for the past 2 weeks, i've been filming In Cold Blood and Confessions of a Crime season 2 (: and I shall just tell you something. OMG I LOVE THE CREW OF IN COLD BLOOD. They're probably the most awesome crew you can come across. I had so so so much fun with them. From makeup artiste to the ADs to even the sound man. IT WAS TOO MUCH FUN and I believe my fellow casts wil agree with me (;

The Wardrobe.

The make up lah ling

THE CAST <3

Had so much fun with you guys!

Then I had COC2 which was also fun. Well the role gave me a whole new experience, in prison. HAHA

Shradda was working on set too. She's the bully in School House Rock and she's my senior in school. It was a coincidence. I was like. OMG SHRAD! Then she was like XAVIER! Then not knowing i'm on that set she was like, I'm filming. I'm like... YEAH ME TOO. HAHAHA

TEEHEE <3

So anyway met Lucius like finally after so long. The last time was when he went with me for the Harry Potter preview with the peeps at clicknetwork. Hell long ago. No joke.

Like a blur but whatever. So yes, i've updated haven't I? (;

Till then
xoxo.

Quickie

2011-12-03T22:23:00.001+08:00

Nuffnang Blog Awards, Here I Come

2011-11-23T18:37:00.001+08:00

Hello hello hello. It's been ages since I last updated properly gosh!

So yes those who actually keep themselves updated on the blog sphere should know that the Nuffnang Blog Awards will be coming SOON. So soon so soon.

I just thought of going cause I'll be filming in December and so on but I thought it would be great to have a break. Who doesn't want a break right? Even if it's just across the crossway (not exactly, a few hours across the crossway actually) and although I always tell everyone that I am NOT a blogger, I read blogs and it'll be quite nice to witness live who among those big names wins such a prestigious award right. Them winning it would probably be me dreaming of winning ~~Star Awards~~ Gold Horse Awards. HAHAHA and I need some fun in my life. HEHE. I mean, I really think it'll be fun, no? <:

BUT if you've been reading and feeling so confused and asking yourself what the hell i'm talking about, READ THIS:

Come 16 December 2011, 500 bloggers from around the Asia-Pacific region will flock to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia for the Nuffnang Asia-Pacific Blog Awards 2011 in Putrajaya Marriott. The Awards aims to not only honour the region's best bloggers, but also to bring together blogger communities from across Asia-Pacific. The Nuffnang Asia-Pacific Blog Awards is brought to you by Volkswagen Malaysia and Putrajaya Marriott.

Yada yada yada, i'll update again soon. You look at a picture of me first:

okay can.
kthxbai <3

So dead

2011-11-17T12:40:00.001+08:00

My blog is so dead, but you know, you can still find me on twitter!

follow me at @humsyourlife

subscribe to me on youtube HERE

and of course, I update my face book quire regularly so go like it now yo! HERE!!

I promise to update soon, till then.. <3

What's up

2011-11-08T00:46:00.004+08:00

So last night I was on Wan Bao. Here it is (:

Don't forget to catch me live on Channel News Asia this Wednesday 8pm on BlogTV (:

Oh yeah and crime watch at the end of the month. HAHA

BYE! (:

Change

2011-11-05T01:40:00.002+08:00

People change, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse but it takes a lot to bring them to who they are today. As time past, people gradually change and become who they are. Everyday with different incidents, I am changing. I'm still changing but where am I going? Where are we going? No one knows and therefore everyday is a new surprise and not all surprises are pleasant. As you go to sleep and wake up the next day, you start a new page in life but where does the book end and where is the next chapter. We all are authors, authors of our lives, author of our very own future. Don't close the book yet as a new chapter begins as you look forward to the next page, the next day, the next YOU.

goodbye.

IN TIME

2011-11-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello okay i'm back.

So before I go into the post that I want to go into, let me make things clear because as you guys know, I have a fengshui master which I believe in a lot and he has been very very accurate all the time. He's also the "psychic" which kaykay has tweeted about. He changed my life, he made me who I am today.

Check him out at www.ajaansing.com & www.ajaansing.blogspot.com (:

So yeah back then, I brought a "friend" to see him and she asked for help.

She asked to win the new face competition which she took part in.

I mean honestly, he's a fengshui master, not god.
So if all the contestants go to him and ask to win, how is he going to do it? Make all of them win?

I remembered very very clearly he did not say that she'll win instead, he said that she will gain a lot through it. Which she did. A lot of exposure and all, ask her, really a lot. however she feels that he's to blame cause she didn't win (as you can see from the picture above). HE DID NOT SAY THAT SHE WILL WIN.

I just want to make this clear because this "friend" of mine is out to defame me and I do not want innocent people to be affected. Trust me, whatever he said will happen to me did. He warned me about many things. Well, I can sincerely say that he is really accurate and remember, he DID NOT say that she will win the competition.

So yeah, I do not want to touch on how she's trying to defame me but I believe many of you have eyes to see and all. You guys judge for yourself. If she can talk nonsense about a fengshui master which many many others think are very accurate, what do you think? (;

So which topic am I going to? Yeap ADELYN!! She's the talk of the town right now. Back then when the O levels thing got viral, I remember many people blogged about me so I think I should say something now.

Well, as someone that has a similar past, I would just like to say that, she probably did not slap her mum and did that post out of fun/ boredom. I mean, I do that all the time too but if she really slapped her mum, lightning needs to strike her but that's up to heaven to decide what they want to do to her.

I just feel that people should quit about linking us together AND calling her an attention seeker and all, doing this out of attention.

I mean, who doesn't like attention? I believe when she posted that post up, all she was seeking was probably some comments and attention from people who are friends with her on facebook. Who would've thought it would go on stomp (unless she posted it up herself which is, sick). Trust me, back then when I posted the picture of the O levels cover page up, I never thought that it would get on stomp and turn viral. We all want attention but it's whose attention we want.

Friends? Family? Acquaintances or the public?

I do not know why I'm trying to speak up for her. I just feel that i've been through what she has and it's really quite a bad experience. Many say that she hasn't learnt from her mistake but hey, it took me some time to learn from my mistake too. We don't realize what we're in right away. I just hope she'll be able to realize in time to salvage the whole matter.

I honestly want to repeat that NO ONE should resort to this to get attention and by knowing that posting pictures of O levels or any exam papers would cause you to get shit like what I did, I feel whoever is posting exam pictures are truly attention seeking right now. Why else would you do that when you've already seen what happened to me?

It's not the way you want to gain fame. I was lucky I woke up and had help to get back on the right route but I must say, not everyone will be as lucky and even for myself, I might be lucky back then but I won't be lucky forever. So yeah..

To hear more about what I have to say about this topic, tune in to BlogTV next Wednesday on Channel News Asia or their website (:

That was quite lengthy eyy.

Some pictures, after I came back from my Indonesia trip, I met my fellow casts from Crime Watch for "In Time" and we went for the scape haunted house (:

Alright, till next time (:
bye!

I LOVE MYSELF

2011-10-24T09:51:00.001+08:00

Today is the day. The day is finally here. Well as much as i'm excited, i'm also quite worried and all. They always say that the first role you play is very important and all and I feel that this role wouldn't give me much exposure.

You see, I love myself.

That's what I wanted to just blog about today. I mean who doesn't love themselves. In this world right now I guess there ain't much people that will give themselves up for someone else (there may still be, but very very very little). Come on let's be frank, we all try to climb the social ladder, try to gain more wealth, fame, attention and everything else. They say I'm an attention seeker, I won't deny that cause I really love attention. Who doesn't ? Who wants to be someone that no one knows. I mean NO ONE AT ALL. Including your family, everyone wants attention, it's about how MUCH attention they want. Just from family ? From friends ? Or even from people you don't know at all. You just want them to know you.

I love attention. I do.

I honestly don't care about what people think because I LOVE MYSELF. Think all you like, say all you want. I'll appreciate the compliments but criticism ? Save it because I live for myself and not for anyone else if there is ONE person I live for, that's my mum cause she gave birth to me. Who cares if you like what I do, as long as i'm happy with what i'm doing and what i'm getting out of what i'm doing isn't it.

But I love my friends too and yeah I do miss CarKeys but what can I do ?

In this century, there are people who will help you sincerely but trust me, not many. Many help to get praises, compliments or something, just something out of that. Yes you can say "she loves me and whatever she do is sincere. She wants nothing in return" are you SO sure ? Cause not from I think. I think she is sincere BUT she wants something out of it my dear, she wants your love.

People need to think more in-depth. More how do you put it, OUT OF THE BOX. Think far.

People have different needs and wants. I say I want WEALTH, FAME AND ALL and it's too much ? While the people who wants HEALTH & LONGEVITY is not asking for too much ? Think again. Really ? The 4 main wants of human is HEALTH, WEALTH, LOVE & CAREER. So it's okay to ask wish for a high paid JOB but it's not okay to wish for wealth ? Okay to wish to be HEALTHY forever but not okay to wish to have tons of MONEY ?

Money is not everything but without money, I'm sorry my dear but you are nothing.

They say we should use our own abilities to get what we want BUT if no one notices your abilities, what's the point. We need the attention, we need the CONNECTIONS. People look down on those who uses connections to get to what they want. Well, laugh for all you want because I'm sorry, connections bring you to where you want FASTER but that doesn't mean you do not need the ability because there is a limit to where connections can bring you, you'll need your abilities after. They work together, CONNECTIONS & ABILITIES.

Just like I can know this and this and that and that. I know all of them. I become the CEO of a company but without the abilities, the company will fall in my hand and on the other side, I can be able to manage a company but without the help and the connections, no one will know or care if you can manage it or not. Your ability then goes to waste.

So stop looking down on people who uses connections to get somewhere because one really needs connections but without ability, they won't be able to sustain too. What I have now are the connections and I'm trying to get somewhere.

I'll tell you where, when i'm there ;)

These are just some words I wanted to say. (:

BYE !

A thought

2011-10-22T06:54:00.001+08:00

I know you miss me. LOL

Sometimes I admit my attitude really sucks. Or maybe my attitude sucks big time.

You know the times where you just lay awake or sit somewhere and have thoughts running around in your mind as if it's not tiring at all? Seriously sometimes I wish I can just tell my thoughts "hey you inside there, even if you don't need to rest, spare some thoughts for me"

Yeah sparing thoughts. Then I start having thoughts running around again, maybe sometimes I do take my friends for granted but then again, I know myself deep down if any of my friend right now needs help, I will definitely be there for them. I swear man, no matter what it takes.

Yeah and Casey. OMG she came when I was sleeping today and I slept till she left. Mum told me she came. Gosh, sorry mahhh friend.

Yeah that was random but back to it, yeah so maybe I really suck but the problem now is... I actually miss CarKeys.

WATCH THIS VIDEO IS YOU HAVEN'T

OKAY BYE.

Party rock.

2011-10-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

If you guys actually do follow me on twitter, you'd have know I spent a few days with Edwin in Sentosa this week. The first night was the best cause we had an awesome party.

Left home in the morning with Edwin and went for lunch with my aunt.

Went to check-in at SILOSO BEACH RESORT. Then headed down to Esplanade to watch KIM dance. HAHAHAHAHA. Met up with Ian & Jayley there too (:

Then headed back to the resort, PARTAYE with CarKeys (Edwin, Aloy, Jayley), Kimberly, Ian & Fred. (: THAT NIGHT WAS THE FUN MUCH.

Okay, I'll update again VERY soon. Actually I have a lot to blog about but i'm going to meet edwin now so ya.

BYE (:

BLUE

2011-10-07T07:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the super lack of post these 2 weeks. I promise to update real soon. PROMISE PROMISE. Here's a picture in case you miss me. HAHAHAHA so buay paiseh omg.

Till then, I'm sure you know i'm on twitter (:

Soon

2011-10-01T05:13:00.002+08:00

I know I lack updated but yeah, I'll sit down and do a good update SOON ! I do have a lot of things to blog about but for now, let's just have a video and maybe, a picture ?

A random picture of Car Keys at Avalon for the Nuffnang event last night. (:

I'll be back, SOON. xoxo.

Life

2011-09-23T06:01:00.001+08:00

A rather wordy post but meaningful, to me at least (a lot of pictures below).

What is your view on life ?
To me I feel that life is like many things we come across in our daily life.

Let's say, an Amusement Park. We enter the theme park and there are so many rides. We can ride on the Carousel which is like bringing us in circles and twirls and its makes it seem like we have no direction in life, just walking round and round heading back to the same point each time, not excelling in anything we do. Or we can hop on the Magical Train Ride where the first ride on it is like the main part of life. The train brings us through darkness (tunnels) and out to the open again, be it rain or shine. Bringing us to different places. Places we never think we will get, whatever comes next is just so... Unpredictable, like our everyday lives. We don't know what's going to happen next. Here I am blogging this but maybe the next second I could just close my eyes and never be able to open them again. Well, that's the end of the ride I guess.

So many rides and we get to choose which ride to go on. We can go on Bumper Boats which can be like working life, everything is slow and boring (or fast and furious depending of your choice of speed on the boat or rather, choice of job). In the open, where you meet different people on many different boats having water splashed from time to time (like lashing from superiors) just out there till the time is up or till you choose to head back to shore. Then we have Mini Game booths where we have fun and thrill. This is like leisure, it's like partying, clubbing and all (wasting of money and usually with slim chances of winning a prize). It's all our choice. We can choose not to go onto the bumper boats and play the games and just rot in the theme park like bumming our lives away.

Well, the ride that most of us wants to but some are so afraid of it is the Roller Coaster. We choose to hop onto to it and no shit, it's love. Cause it sends us UP and DOWN it turns up LEFT and RIGHT. In some instances, it might even turn us UPSIDE DOWN. Everything happens so fast we barely have time to breathe. Well, that's life, that's LOVE. Just when we thought everything was okay and going all the way up, BOOM, it crashes down. Remember, in the theme park we always have a choice. We can always choose to just ride on the bumper boats but we just want the thrill. This time we're so afraid and freaked out but subsequently when we ride on the Roller Coaster again, it gets less scary. Well that's when the heart is all numb. Numb from the fears, the thrills of the ride, the pain and cuts from love but yes, we still choose to ride on it. Weird huh ?

Currently i'm on a roller coaster ride. A ride I forced myself on and whenever it stops, I refused to get off.

So anyway, this is just my take on my life so when you read my blog, it's like reading about me in a theme park. My whole life is a day in the theme park (:

Anyway i'm ending the words here. Was going through the pictures on my photobooth and realize I didn't post them up so yeah, I'm going to chunk them all below and don't forget to check out my latest video on the previous post ;)

PHOTOBOOTH PICTURES

Okay bye all. xoxo.

8 mins of your life

2011-09-23T01:02:00.001+08:00

SAWADEEEEE

2011-09-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

15 September

I woke up damn late I think. Went to meet Aloysius ALL THE WAY in Tampines and rot there at McDonalds while he mugs for his O's or prelims or whatever. HAHAHA fuck O's la seriously. LOL.

Then headed down to Neverland to meet Laura & Jingyee.

I like the effect. HAHAHAHAHA.

Yeah so I was wasted in no time but yeah oh well. Carmen & Judy came too. Bumped into Shanne too. Why is everyone there on a thursday night ? Well, I have no damn idea.

When I was browsing through the pictures, I realized 2 things:

1. I took pictures with everyone I knew.

2. Audi doesn't look as good as I remembered that night -.- HAHAHA

I HAVE NOTHING MUCH TO SAY.
Okay bye xoxo.

PURPLE HAIR DAY.

2011-09-19T09:16:00.000+08:00

September 14th

HELLO DA JIA HAO !!

I only had purple hair for a day cause the color faded to grey subsequently and yes I need my hair dresser. HAHA.

SO the reason why my hair turned purple is well, rather stupid. Cause if you actually do "stalk" me, you'll know that previously my hair was like blonde and I got sick of it after the first week or something but cause I was having screwed up body clock due to drinking and all, I missed my salon appointment TWICE (and my braces appointment too :/).

So my mum being really nice decided to buy some hair dye from Watsons. I was very against the idea cause I mean what if it screwed up my color (which it did) but cause she was being nice I agreed, listen carefully k, she bought BROWN hair dye. I applied on and slowly, I freaked out, literally.

IT TURNED PURPLE PLEASE.

As attention seeking as everyone thinks I am, I did not go purple by choice.

So yeah I thought it was quite cool to have the purple hair so I camwhored.

Like a chio. HAHAHAHA.

Headed to town with Casey & Lewin. Ben the big ears monster came after that.

We look like the same height in the pictures but don't be fooled k, he damn short !! HAHAHA sorry big ears :/

Okay then met Fiona and I really want this H&M outerwear. LIKE CUTE ONLY.

'CUTE RIGHT!!!

byebye.

HELP HELP.

2011-09-15T02:45:00.001+08:00

A huge thank you

2011-09-14T04:04:00.000+08:00

If you haven't already done so, please go to http://www.tnp.sg/newface2011/profiles/jayley-woo and go to the top left hand corner of the page and press the "LIKE" button to like the page.

it looks like this !

Apart from that, I would like to personally thank these twitter accounts for giving me face and tweeting to their followers ranging from 10,000 and above to a few hundred thousand ! I really appreciate it ! They are the accounts that I come to know previously when I was coming up with "inspiring" quotes and all and they are so much more well known than I am. Glad that they still follow me and to help Jayley, I decided to DM them and ask them for help and they actually helped ! I mean, they could just ignore me and not give a fuck for request considering that I barely talk to them but no they didn't, they went on to tweet and accounts such as @tumblrsays even went to the extend of asking her followers to like and if they do, she'll follow them on her tumblr account <3

Many thanks to the below and many more people who helped out.

Thank you @thislovediary, @tiffanywilliam, @itweetyouulol & @tumblrsays !!

My goal was to hit 1000 likes and guess what, we did it and I believe its cause of their help ! Not doubting Jayley's fan base but hey I'm sure they reached out to more people who probably did not hear about Jayley or The New Paper New Face competition. I AM NOT SAYING THAT JAYLEY IS NOT FAMOUS ALRIGHT. Just that they have followers base from all over the world. Stretching all the way to the United States.

Okay still on topic, I would like to address another matter. So I received anonymous formspring questions saying that I am sucking up to Jayley and all. Which is sick.

I mean come on just look at that. I think you need to make this clear.

1. I already know her and I can say we're quite close.

2. I'm helping her as a FRIEND.

3. I'm just doing what I can. Not saying that she really needs my help but hey, MAYBE I did make a little difference ?

4. Yes of cause she can only say thank you, what you want me to expect from helping her ? That she will give me her winnings or what ? She wins with her own beauty and power. I mean, come on, I didn't even expect anything in return from her.

5. I know she will be there for me and if I ever need help, I believe she will do the same.

6. She appreciates my help and it's been made quite clear.

7. WHY DO I NEED TO SUCK UP TO HER. MY GOD.

8. You (or you all) are just jealous.

9. She has always been there for me. She's been guiding me in many ways and i'm just doing a little bit cause I WANT HER TO WIN.

10. GET A LIFE.

So yeah. FUCK YOU HATERS.

Haters aside so if you haven't liked the page, please go to http://www.tnp.sg/newface2011/profiles/jayley-woo and like the page ! The like button is on the top left hand corner of the page. I love you all that likes <3

Thank you all once again ! xoxo.

Yesterday was Mid Autumn Festival.

2011-09-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

Did you see the moon last night ? It was gorgeous and those who did probably saw the rabbit that we all hear about. I don't really know what's the story about but I know its about this woman called Chang-er that took some pill and went to the moon. Seriously, I don't know how the rabbit came about but every year on this day, everyone says we must look at the moon and find Chang-er and the rabbit.

You shall see a huge ass picture of me first <3

I still remember when I was young, I would sit around under the skies with my whole family which included my grandma :') and we would really like literally have tea and mooncakes then we'll play with sparklers and candles. Those were really the naive and innocent days we had ey but now that I'm 17 everything changed. The night started with a movie with Joey, Meiee & Judy.

GLEE 3D. To be frank, I fell asleep cause some parts were boring but some others were HIGH man. It's not that bad :) Then being teenagers we randomly talk talk talk then we went to buy lanterns and candles. Went to below Meiee's house and started playing.

Sadly, my lantern burnt cause the candle wasn't stable enough :(. So talking bout lanterns anyway, I'm going to be really random. Do you actually realize the song on most electronic lanterns holds the tune of "ON THE FLOOR" by Jennifer Lopez. HAHA we blasted that song while walking in circles around the playground "trying" to relive our childhood. Oh well with beer that is.

Stayed till about slightly past midnight then Meiee had to leave so Judy and I dragged Joey to Neverland then we went MBK after that. It was.. FUN ? Yeah but I'm kinda sick of drinking and I spent way beyond my budget for the day so I'll be a good kid and stay home for the next few days. Or maybe... Not. We'll see :)

P/s: after you came over last night, I realized I only treat you as a substitute for W and I'm sorry. I didn't know how to chase you off and that was probably the only reason why I let you stay but I hope you'll leave me alone for now. I have my reasons and you can't know them but to make it clear, I'm not even talking to W for now. We can be friends next time (I guess). You're probably going to hate me but I can't do anything about that. Maybe you coming over last night was a bad choice but yeah, stop texting me for I won't reply. Hope you understand. Tc.

Alright people. That's all but wait, I want YOU to go like this page. The like button is on the top left hand corner. You must help Jiaqi win, alright ? http://www.tnp.sg/newface2011/profiles/jayley-woo thanks a million !

xoxo.

this is xavierong.com

2011-09-11T18:26:00.000+08:00

Just a quick start, YAY now I'm the proud owner of xavierong.com which means you can now access this page from xavierong.com instead of humsyourlife.blogspot.com. TEEHEE.

So watch this video first :)

HEHE.

September 6th

So I went to like uhm lighten my hair, but guess what, I don't really like it or rather I don't like it man, I'm going to darken it soon :(

This WAS the color. I miss it man.

After bleaching TWICE,

Adding on some color

Lightened my brows too but didn't bleach it :(

yeah, now for the DRUM ROLLS !!!
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How is it ? I don't really like it, seriously. Then headed down to Krugers for Candy's birthday "party". My youngest aunt (小姨)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! X

September 7th

Went for my auditions at Hai Die and castings. Can't blog much about this.
This is a step that's going to be a big big change to my life. Hope everything goes smoothly, I can't say much so we shall just wait and see because even I don't know what exactly's going to happen. I had fun at Mediacorp :) Went to see the studio filming and stuff and realized how much a tough job acting actually is ! It's worse than I ever thought, just saying but I believe I'll enjoy doing everything :)

What I wore that day :)

Yeah that's all for that. Then had dinner with the Woo twins, Nadya & Jacely. Uhm, all the way in bedok but it was great thai food :)

Yeah, that's all. HAHAHAHA. Stayed home today and shopped a lot online :/ I need to stop man.

Alright xoxo.

This time, it's 3 days.

2011-09-08T20:54:00.002+08:00

Hello all. Decided to lump 3 days in this post. HA.

Let's start with 29th Aug
:)

Stayed home like the whole day but then headed out to celebrate my aunt's birthday :) Went to Chambers. Nothing much about the night, so let's just take a look at the pictures ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

Mum & Les :)

Car & Rene :)

Yeappp, I'm really close to my maternal aunt's :) They're the reason why i'm still alive today. Without their love, I don't know who I am right now. Maybe worse than what I already am. HAHA ;)

Okay let's move on to 31st Aug

That was an obstacle in my life. Glad I made it through the morning, but everything's still pending so I hope everything will be fine. Came over to my new house after I was done. Yeap, today I moved house ! :) Jayley & Hayley came over too ^^

Tagged along with them to the Kiehls event over at the glasshouse at ION. Eric, Yutaki & Miyake were there too :) We literally spammed the photobooth machine. HEHE. More pictures are in their camera and obviously I do not have them yet ;x LOL.

Yeahhh then they came over to my place till like I don't know what time. As in Jay & Hay :)

Okay now erm where are we ? Eyy right 1st Sept

BFF came over and we went to railmall for lunch with Nickyy then on our way back to my place, we went to take some pictures at the old railway tracks. I haven't been there till that day man. Slow I know, thanks thanks. HAHAHA. Then I forgot what happened already but we were camwhoring at my place but nope, I ain't uploading those pictures. Just the railway ones :) HEHE. Nick was the photographer. Okay okay la hor. HEH HEH.

I decided that planking would be cool :)

That's all. Ending this post with some "other" pictures.

That's that's that's all. Meeting the Woo twins tomorrow for Clar. Okay bye, xoxo.

LEAVE A COMMENT K !!!

2 days

2011-09-06T00:14:00.001+08:00

25th AUG.

I can't remember the day entirely but I know I went singing with two of my most awesumzxzx. Nadine & Joey :) HEHEHE.

To sum it up, I had fun <3

26th AUG.

Went for the model for hope event @ zouk with Hayley to support Jayley. The pictures are not with me so yeah.. After which I met Jing & Wee for MBK ^^. There were too many people there to list uhm, Laura, Fiona ? LOL.

<3

hehe k that's all. Shit happened.

Anyway, just a thought....
So, I know you don't feel for me the way I feel for you but I really really... I think you know what I want to say. I've been saying them upteen times. I'm not sure what to do actually. Everyday I just wish for my dream to come true. Every night I cry. Everyday I think of you. Your way of making me forget you won't work on me cause absence makes the heart fonder ? You claim you know how I feel but why can't instead try on your part to lead me into your heart.. :( ily, imy.

xoxo

LAUGH ALONG.

2011-09-05T17:29:00.001+08:00

Blondie 2011

2011-09-04T13:55:00.000+08:00

August 24th. (This is NOT an Advertorial)

The day I turned "blonde".
Well it isn't really turning blonde. I just wanted something different you see. It was kind of really random too. I pounced out of bed and Casey texted so I went to meet her and Cheryl Chan came along too so it's like a day out with my two very very very good friends :) . We went back to Outram Sec cause Casey wanted to submit something.

Then we headed to Plaza Singapura cause our dear Cheryl wanted to get some stuff from Daiso. Then decided to have Thai food at Far East Plaza. Lewin came to pick us up on a cab ^^. Went to FEP but the Thai food was like super long queue and cause yours truly was starving, we had Ayam Penyet instead HEHE.

Then we walked out of FEP and I was like, "Hey my salon is just here, let's go see if I can do anything to my hair" cause I was already really bored of it. So I walked in and then after 5 mins, I decided to do some major changes to my hair. Lewin & Casey sat there throughout to accompany me and Cheryl went to work.

So here it is,

The last of my black hair. HAHA

Then they started to bleach my hair, everyone say pain but no leh, it was fine...

Then.......... the outcome of the bleaching HA

Shit ass look and it was obviously not done. Still had to add in the colors.

ON MY BROWS TOO !! HAHAHA

Drum rolls...........
Actually nothing surprising la, I believe most of you saw it on my blog already. HAHAHAHA

HEHE.
xoxo bye !

Just something

2011-09-03T17:37:00.000+08:00

Pretty busy lately. Just a video I made cause we were kinda uhm, bored.

Promise to update properly soon

Till then,
xoxo.

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2011-08-05T12:58:00.003+08:00

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OKAY BUHBYE.